update!
SATs and class bbq today.both made me want to puke in two different ways. (:
tell me what do you do when it all falls apart.i don't want to be the one chasing after you as if i don't have a life of my own anymore.you seem to take it for granted that i am there for you when you need me,but it's not cos i happen to be there.i
make time for you,and when i can't,i still do.this thing about not even telling you can't go and making me wait like an idiot was really the last straw.i have other things to worry about and other priorities.i guess maybe i gave you the wrong impression.it hurts,knowing that you're only a thing of convenience and backup.
forget it.
take me back,
right to the start.